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            One of those 365 days is yours. It's called birthday and 19th of February is mine. In spite of having only 2 friends around me this year, I was surrounded by so much love I didn't even think I would. Sometimes you just forget how valuable you are for those around you and being remined of that is ridiculously good. It's not about presents, it's about attention, dedication and devotion. And I felt all of these yesterday. Being surrounded by love is the best, nothing can beat that feeling. You enjoy it most when you are sure it is sincere and coming from the bottom of their hearts. Love and attention is all we need <3 So here are some moments shot on camera, but there are some that can't be captured such as video surprise from baku (really can't share it, too many girly secrets said), a friend singing you 'happy birthday' song at work, smiles your little sister send you on skype, a lot of cute and sweet birthday wishes you can't help yourself other than sit there with a huge smile on your face... and Oscar goes to my friend Natavan being super-conspirative and acting too good to make me believe they forgot about my birthday :)

And after that acting Natavan and Farida are knocking on my door at 00:00 holding a cake with candles and pink baloons (Taylor Swift - '22' is playing in the background).

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           Rain never was or never will be more beautiful that it is today, right now. When I'm sitting in front of the window with the backyard view by my desk in my little room in London and daydreaming. Maybe because I will never be younger than I am now and watch rain. It seems like rain washes away everything bad and negative from our lives. I'm starting to belive in the good in the world, that there's hope even for the hopless, that there's rainbow and clear sky afterwards. Its unforgettable sound and the smell of the air makes you sleepy on this gloomy afternoon, but I want to stay awake and watch for a little bit longer because rain never was and never will be more beautiful than it is today, right now...

The Fault In Our Stars

When I saw this book in 'Teen Fiction' section I was really upset. Almost 22 year old girl can't be impressed with a novel for teens this much. But I was. Maybe in some ways we all are unsecure teenagers at heart that want their prom miracles come true. Only thing I can say for sure is I fell in love with this book about one of the most tragic problems: kids cancer. But it is not a cancer book as main character Hazel Grace says. It is about life, about death, about love, about frienship, about humor so much needed at hard times, about books that people get affected by, about us. I would really recommend it to read if you have spare time to spend with lovely characters in a very hard situation most of us can't even imagine to be in and brave enough to confront it with jokes in smart dialogues, not forgetting to read in-between.

As you see I tagged lines I liked, but most of smart ones are whole pragraphs and I don't think anyone is patient enogh to read them all, so I'll share with you short ones which just spoke to me or of me :)