back to basics: school

finished school 5 years ago. best years of childhood, when everything seemed bright and shiny. when expectations were high and dreams were sweet.

Dolce & Gabanna

Dolce & Gabanna... a window to a wrold of lace, gold and classic italian chic. Too many words have been said. It's time just to contemplate the beauty.

Old Spitafields Market

You can live in London whole your life, but there will always be places that you haven't been to... My sunny Sunday was spent in Old Spitafields Market, an amazing place full of various goods from different eras....

Tsundoku

Tsundoku

japanese (noun)

the act of leaving books unread after buying it, typically piled up together with such other unread books.

Thanx to this word, now I know that it is not only me and there are other people in this world that buy books and leave them at home without reading. It is not because we don't love reading, or think these books are boring. It is because....

random 2

make up. that mask behind which we are trying to burry all out insecurities. trying to use more and more, changing the shape of our eyes, lips, cheeks, eyebrows. even after having tons of cosmetics on our face we don't feel confident, there are still thoughts in our heads like 'my arms are fat', 'they're gonna stare at me if I wear this', 'no-no-no! these jeans? never!', 'my hair is a disaster' etc. we all wish there would be make up to correct our bodies too.
that feeling when you think that no man will look at you twice.  that feeling when you are scared to show up without make up or you belive that whoever sees you for the first time with your natural face would never like you again. that you will never have your dreams come true because you're not beautiful enough. and it is not just our imagination, it is reality. not going to blame others, or us. just accepting the fact while time goes by... what will it bring us? who knows...

Do you believe in this? I wish...

home

Being away from your home is interesting and sad at the same time. But you miss what you left back there, like...

sudden shopping fever))

Shopping is addictive. It really is. Girls (not only) will agree with me ;) You buy one thing, then you want another one. Mostly it is about little things that you instantly like and buy immidiately. Online shopping is when you run out of money most quickly. One click and oops! money is gone... I think last week was all about shopping fever. So here I am, confessing about it. It may look like bragging or smomething like that, but to be honest it is the result of my weakness. So it is time to promise myself that there's no shopping in 2-3 weeks at least.

1) Harrods, what are you doing to us? It was one moment thing when I discovered a whole lower ground floor full of bags I have never been to before...

Love Moschino medium leather bag

it's ok

sometimes you just miss people. no reason. they may not be the same person since you knew them but still. you miss the ones that still live in your memory, the ones that once were so important to you, the ones that you thought will remain as a part of your life, the ones that made you happy or sad before and that's why they were so precious. a part of your heart will always be about them, the memories will live deep in there. you may still see their pictures or meet them in person, but nothing is the same anymore. you are excited to see them, you still care about them, you are still happy because they are happy even if you are not in their lives anymore, but you don't speak about it. sometimes you don't even look at each other, avoiding eye contact, just observing those people from the distance when they don't see it.... let's not get upset about all these, let's just cherish everything that people brought to your life, everything that made those times so valuable and keep in your memory. because at the end it is all about what we remember.

sorry for being boring, guyz)